Gap between us ..

19 January 2009
Monday

Only until now that i realize we have gap in between us! Time that we spend to talk to each other is not as much, not maintain, but decreasing! Honestly, i am a bit disappointed! But, cant blame, people might have stuffs to do, and also the line is not as good!!

Suddenly, dont know why would i have a feeling that I shouldn't fall into a relationship! It makes me become demanding and overreacting on certain matter! I am not suppose to be like this!
Only now i recond the fact that relatipnship changes everything. Once you get into a relationship, everything changes dramatically without your realisation.

I cant make sure that u are always there for me, coz u might need ur own time or stuffs to do..and i do underdtand that sometimes, due to the stupid connection, we can hardly talk to each other..BUT, i am sorry that i cant take it! Im pissed bcoz of this ...u know..like we do not get the chance to talk to each other properly for dayS...I just hate it so much!!! But i know that's not ur fault and u cant help.....I just cant calm myself down!