Something unbeliveable has been done!

30 September 2007

5.48pm

Oh my god, i have done something which was really surprising..and i still, cant believe that i have done that...I went out with Ronald in this morning 2am until 3.30am..How ridiculous was tat! Bt what the matter most was ...i feel guilty, they have told me b4 not to go out with a CYBER friend...It is really dangerous, i know, bt i trust him, i trust him that he wouldnt harm me..That's y i decided to go out with him..but still, i dont regret, coz he drived me to a lot of places which i wouldnt never ever go in my life..

He drove me to Hinley Street, where most of the club and pub and strip club were located...I have never been to this street b4, i mean at night, it was ...cool!! Also, he brought me to somewhere to have a look at car..my favourite things to do tho, i love to see car...Honestly speaking, i have never experienced this kind of stuffs before when i was back in malaysia...or, be accurate, i have never experienced this before,..so, i was a bit curious , that's y i was out with him..

But, when i thought of my jie jie and kavita, i feel bad. Actually, i could just dont tell them about this...but , i cant..it has been a habit for me to tell them about my stuffs, they are like ..my family member..coz i know they are really concern about me, and i shouldnt er...disobey them...arrr...i dont know ...i feel very guilty...they are quite dissapointed at me....how...how...how...Is it stupid to tell them about this?