Monday, August 25, 2008

Life it is...

25 August 2008
Monday
11.11pm

I had food microbiology lecture and practical for the whole day, and what we were doing was all about counting bacteria, analyzing them, justifying them and lots of other interesting stuffs too...Ou, I just realized that i have a slight interest in microbiology, i should have applied for microbiology at first, shouldn't I? But it's too late ..hahaha!!

Something's haunting me recently..Something about friendship...Oh my gosh,I thought I have already "immuned" to it, but reality has proven to me that I am not..I cant let go of that matter, still! The feeling is just killing me, I just can't express or say it out because i don't want something to change again ...and what the matter most is that I have been suppressing it for long long time and can u imagine how horrible is!! I can imagine what will the friendship be in the future, like next year, maybe! going to lose a friend again, gaining 1 acquaintance...wouldn't I?

Thursday, August 7, 2008

7.8.2008

7.8.08
Thursday
9.40pm


This photo might not look good, but this is the only photo which three of us took together


I worked today, from 12pm to 4pm, it was a terrible afternoon, and I made mistakes, it was so horrible! Words cant really explain what i had gone through, but it wasn't good..but I'll improve, try not to repeat the same thing again and, to pay extra attention when doing stuffs, not only when working but also in my studies...

Just had dinner with shao hui, the one who is leaving tomorrow, back to her motherland, Singapore, seeking out for new job! I feel sad...slightly..not as bad as last few weeks when we went back from Melbourne without her! Well, hope to meet her again, maybe end of this year in tawau, and wish her all the best in her future undertaking,..this is what a BUDDY can do for her at this moment!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Leaving...

5 August 2008
Tuesday
9.35pm

We had dinner today with shao hui, shao bing and their lovely mum in Cafe Primo as to celebrate her "graduation". Bing and mum are leaving tomorrow, flying back to Melbourne and shao hui will still be staying here until Friday..Ou, just don't want her to leave..

Well, we have known each other for about a year and a half ,and ..she is my BEST friend in Adelaide besides Kavita...and now she is leaving..goodness, i'm gonna lose one best friend here...u know la, i have limited friends around..so losing one friend, is a a big deal to me..haha!!

Another thing, have u ever felt jealous over something funny or hilarious ? I got jealous bcoz someone has "stolen" my good friend, we aren't close anymore....Ou , i treated her/him as my good friend la, but maybe they don't think that way.....But nevermind la, see how it goes..maybe i need to extend my social circle....