30/11/08
Sunday
Holidays is not as fun as what I expected before! Friends all left and went home happily! I should have gone home early too!!! Gonna stay here for another month b4 going home..what a pity!
Have been a leech for sometimes, and after he left, i feel very uncomfortable.. shouldn't be a leech at first!!! or i shall say that i should not get together with him? hahaha, definitely not!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Turning point
13 September 2008
Saturday
5.30pm
Finally, i have told him everything that I've kept to myself for ages. Everything has changed so drastically, and I still can't accept it, and keep asking myself if that was true!!! Whatever that has happened last night, was that real or just my imagination??
He unloaded the luggage back home??!!!!!!!!! and i have a feeling that I am the one who break them up!!
Saturday
5.30pm
Finally, i have told him everything that I've kept to myself for ages. Everything has changed so drastically, and I still can't accept it, and keep asking myself if that was true!!! Whatever that has happened last night, was that real or just my imagination??
He unloaded the luggage back home??!!!!!!!!! and i have a feeling that I am the one who break them up!!
Monday, August 25, 2008
Life it is...
25 August 2008
Monday
11.11pm
I had food microbiology lecture and practical for the whole day, and what we were doing was all about counting bacteria, analyzing them, justifying them and lots of other interesting stuffs too...Ou, I just realized that i have a slight interest in microbiology, i should have applied for microbiology at first, shouldn't I? But it's too late ..hahaha!!
Something's haunting me recently..Something about friendship...Oh my gosh,I thought I have already "immuned" to it, but reality has proven to me that I am not..I cant let go of that matter, still! The feeling is just killing me, I just can't express or say it out because i don't want something to change again ...and what the matter most is that I have been suppressing it for long long time and can u imagine how horrible is!! I can imagine what will the friendship be in the future, like next year, maybe! going to lose a friend again, gaining 1 acquaintance...wouldn't I?
Monday
11.11pm
I had food microbiology lecture and practical for the whole day, and what we were doing was all about counting bacteria, analyzing them, justifying them and lots of other interesting stuffs too...Ou, I just realized that i have a slight interest in microbiology, i should have applied for microbiology at first, shouldn't I? But it's too late ..hahaha!!
Something's haunting me recently..Something about friendship...Oh my gosh,I thought I have already "immuned" to it, but reality has proven to me that I am not..I cant let go of that matter, still! The feeling is just killing me, I just can't express or say it out because i don't want something to change again ...and what the matter most is that I have been suppressing it for long long time and can u imagine how horrible is!! I can imagine what will the friendship be in the future, like next year, maybe! going to lose a friend again, gaining 1 acquaintance...wouldn't I?
Thursday, August 7, 2008
7.8.2008
7.8.08
Thursday
9.40pm
This photo might not look good, but this is the only photo which three of us took together
I worked today, from 12pm to 4pm, it was a terrible afternoon, and I made mistakes, it was so horrible! Words cant really explain what i had gone through, but it wasn't good..but I'll improve, try not to repeat the same thing again and, to pay extra attention when doing stuffs, not only when working but also in my studies...
Just had dinner with shao hui, the one who is leaving tomorrow, back to her motherland, Singapore, seeking out for new job! I feel sad...slightly..not as bad as last few weeks when we went back from Melbourne without her! Well, hope to meet her again, maybe end of this year in tawau, and wish her all the best in her future undertaking,..this is what a BUDDY can do for her at this moment!
Thursday
9.40pm
This photo might not look good, but this is the only photo which three of us took togetherI worked today, from 12pm to 4pm, it was a terrible afternoon, and I made mistakes, it was so horrible! Words cant really explain what i had gone through, but it wasn't good..but I'll improve, try not to repeat the same thing again and, to pay extra attention when doing stuffs, not only when working but also in my studies...
Just had dinner with shao hui, the one who is leaving tomorrow, back to her motherland, Singapore, seeking out for new job! I feel sad...slightly..not as bad as last few weeks when we went back from Melbourne without her! Well, hope to meet her again, maybe end of this year in tawau, and wish her all the best in her future undertaking,..this is what a BUDDY can do for her at this moment!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Leaving...
5 August 2008
Tuesday
9.35pm
We had dinner today with shao hui, shao bing and their lovely mum in Cafe Primo as to celebrate her "graduation". Bing and mum are leaving tomorrow, flying back to Melbourne and shao hui will still be staying here until Friday..Ou, just don't want her to leave..
Well, we have known each other for about a year and a half ,and ..she is my BEST friend in Adelaide besides Kavita...and now she is leaving..goodness, i'm gonna lose one best friend here...u know la, i have limited friends around..so losing one friend, is a a big deal to me..haha!!
Another thing, have u ever felt jealous over something funny or hilarious ? I got jealous bcoz someone has "stolen" my good friend, we aren't close anymore....Ou , i treated her/him as my good friend la, but maybe they don't think that way.....But nevermind la, see how it goes..maybe i need to extend my social circle....
Tuesday
9.35pm
We had dinner today with shao hui, shao bing and their lovely mum in Cafe Primo as to celebrate her "graduation". Bing and mum are leaving tomorrow, flying back to Melbourne and shao hui will still be staying here until Friday..Ou, just don't want her to leave..
Well, we have known each other for about a year and a half ,and ..she is my BEST friend in Adelaide besides Kavita...and now she is leaving..goodness, i'm gonna lose one best friend here...u know la, i have limited friends around..so losing one friend, is a a big deal to me..haha!!
Another thing, have u ever felt jealous over something funny or hilarious ? I got jealous bcoz someone has "stolen" my good friend, we aren't close anymore....Ou , i treated her/him as my good friend la, but maybe they don't think that way.....But nevermind la, see how it goes..maybe i need to extend my social circle....
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Holiday's finished, and Uni start...
29 July 2008
9.23pm
Uni started yesterday, and my first lecture was food microbiology.. Cant believe time passes so fast, 1 month holidays has just gone like that..I was still remembered I was sad for leaving Melbourne 2 weeks ago and now, school starts already..
Well, everything remains the same, but with extra 3 students in my class, finally, i have new course mates, class has expanded from 15 to 18 people...what a pathetic number...
Think i am not prepared for this semester yet..just..not in the study mood right now...hope i will be alright after a while..
9.23pm
Uni started yesterday, and my first lecture was food microbiology.. Cant believe time passes so fast, 1 month holidays has just gone like that..I was still remembered I was sad for leaving Melbourne 2 weeks ago and now, school starts already..
Well, everything remains the same, but with extra 3 students in my class, finally, i have new course mates, class has expanded from 15 to 18 people...what a pathetic number...
Think i am not prepared for this semester yet..just..not in the study mood right now...hope i will be alright after a while..
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Melbourne trip
17 July 2008
Thursday
12.55pm
Kavita and I
Shao hui and Kavita, taken at The Maze..if i am not mistaken
Jason and I
Jason and I, with the kangaroos...
Stink ray, taken in the Melbourne Aquarium
Taken in Mornington with the lovely family..miss them so much..
I'm back from Melbourne..It was a really good trip, had heaps of fun, and I just don't feel like coming home...We spent time in shao bing's house and also in Mornington for couples of days, and it was really worth!!!
Well, words can hardly explain stuffs that we had experienced, and also my opinions and feelings about all those stuffs...But, if I could, I am really hope to spend more time in Melbourne, either in Mornington with kavita' s lovely family or in shao bing's house...It was so great that I just don't want to be home!
Thursday
12.55pm
Kavita and I
Shao hui and Kavita, taken at The Maze..if i am not mistaken
Jason and I
Jason and I, with the kangaroos...
Stink ray, taken in the Melbourne Aquarium
Taken in Mornington with the lovely family..miss them so much..I'm back from Melbourne..It was a really good trip, had heaps of fun, and I just don't feel like coming home...We spent time in shao bing's house and also in Mornington for couples of days, and it was really worth!!!
Well, words can hardly explain stuffs that we had experienced, and also my opinions and feelings about all those stuffs...But, if I could, I am really hope to spend more time in Melbourne, either in Mornington with kavita' s lovely family or in shao bing's house...It was so great that I just don't want to be home!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Going to Melbourne ...
8 July 2008
9.01am
YEAHHH....I'll be going to Melbourne today, departs at about 2.05pm, hahaha, i can't wait to go...I want a new environment, new people, new scenery, new building, and everything new..hahahahaa.......but, it's only for 1 week, then back to Adelaide again...so sad !!!
Anyway, will post some new photo when I'm back from Melbourne...~
9.01am
YEAHHH....I'll be going to Melbourne today, departs at about 2.05pm, hahaha, i can't wait to go...I want a new environment, new people, new scenery, new building, and everything new..hahahahaa.......but, it's only for 1 week, then back to Adelaide again...so sad !!!
Anyway, will post some new photo when I'm back from Melbourne...~
Friday, June 27, 2008
A shortcoming of my personality..
27 June 2008
6.01pm
I have a secret with me and it has been with me for several months without "explosion" yet, and until recently, I find that I can't suppress it anymore because someone has brought it up to me again. Always, people says that it might be good to sing it out, but I can't! Worry that things will change dramatically after that..Well, i might feel better after saying, but I can't imagine the aftermath of this.
Maybe something is wrong with me, and I do not realize? I always think about it, maybe I am...But what about "them" ? Vividly, i remembered what my dad had told me, try not to be care about how the others treat u, but always be nice to the others, be forgiven..Seriously, i tried, but ..It just not work properly on me.
No point to say it out, believe there will not be any improvements...Maybe what I can do is to improve myself (like what dad had told me)rather to improve the others.....
6.01pm
I have a secret with me and it has been with me for several months without "explosion" yet, and until recently, I find that I can't suppress it anymore because someone has brought it up to me again. Always, people says that it might be good to sing it out, but I can't! Worry that things will change dramatically after that..Well, i might feel better after saying, but I can't imagine the aftermath of this.
Maybe something is wrong with me, and I do not realize? I always think about it, maybe I am...But what about "them" ? Vividly, i remembered what my dad had told me, try not to be care about how the others treat u, but always be nice to the others, be forgiven..Seriously, i tried, but ..It just not work properly on me.
No point to say it out, believe there will not be any improvements...Maybe what I can do is to improve myself (like what dad had told me)rather to improve the others.....
Monday, June 23, 2008
My first day of exam ~~
23 June 2008
10.09pm
Well, just had my first exam today, Food Preservation and Packaging, it did alright, at least i know I'm not going to flunk this subject~ going to be continued with Biochem tomorrow, and that's it!
I can't wait for it, desperate for a long holidays right now, i think i need a break, indeed! I have really worked out throughout the whole semester, it was pretty hectic, man!! If someone's going to ask how was my first semester, i think i will just tell them that my first semester was all about studies, assignments and reports...It was a real bummer!!
So, have i mentioned that i am going to Melbourne in this coming winter holiday? hahaha, i cant wait for the day to come~~~~
10.09pm
Well, just had my first exam today, Food Preservation and Packaging, it did alright, at least i know I'm not going to flunk this subject~ going to be continued with Biochem tomorrow, and that's it!
I can't wait for it, desperate for a long holidays right now, i think i need a break, indeed! I have really worked out throughout the whole semester, it was pretty hectic, man!! If someone's going to ask how was my first semester, i think i will just tell them that my first semester was all about studies, assignments and reports...It was a real bummer!!
So, have i mentioned that i am going to Melbourne in this coming winter holiday? hahaha, i cant wait for the day to come~~~~
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
I finally realised....
13 June 2008
Friday
5.45pm
Only now i realized how lonely i am! Friends or buddies that i used to have, now like acquaintance...We have nothing to talk,no mutual topic between us...Well, i took the initiative to take to him/her, but it was all in vain, I got a very simple and insincere answer...Hahaha, nevermind, i should "extent" my social circle, instead of wasting my time on those trivial matter..hahaa! Goodness, i am jia tsyr man, shouldn't get affected by such matter..hahaha!
Well, i have got Insomnia last week, and i didnt sleep for 7 days, it was really scared me...The only thing that will really affect me is when i cannot sleep!! It was really suffering for that particular week, and parent was asking me to go back during this coming holidays,...but fortunately, im getting better now, JUST BETTER,i can barely sleep, and what the mattered most was that i dont even know why!
Another stuffs that i want to "sing out" is that...
EXAM IS DRAWING NEAR....ON 23 AND 24 OF JUNE..2 CONSECUTIVE DAY!
Friday
5.45pm
Only now i realized how lonely i am! Friends or buddies that i used to have, now like acquaintance...We have nothing to talk,no mutual topic between us...Well, i took the initiative to take to him/her, but it was all in vain, I got a very simple and insincere answer...Hahaha, nevermind, i should "extent" my social circle, instead of wasting my time on those trivial matter..hahaa! Goodness, i am jia tsyr man, shouldn't get affected by such matter..hahaha!
Well, i have got Insomnia last week, and i didnt sleep for 7 days, it was really scared me...The only thing that will really affect me is when i cannot sleep!! It was really suffering for that particular week, and parent was asking me to go back during this coming holidays,...but fortunately, im getting better now, JUST BETTER,i can barely sleep, and what the mattered most was that i dont even know why!
Another stuffs that i want to "sing out" is that...
EXAM IS DRAWING NEAR....ON 23 AND 24 OF JUNE..2 CONSECUTIVE DAY!
Monday, June 2, 2008
Final is coming..
2 June 2008
Monday
Exam is drawing near, and i am still not up to it..have been slacking off for the whole weekends. Well, i did some revision, just very little....Is this what called as stressss... or just driven by my laziness, hahaha!
I have booked my ticket to Melbourne during Winter breaks, and it cost me about $179 for both ways, including Insurance and taxes if I'm not mistaken, and we might just stay over in shao hui's sister's place..or kavita's relatives place..hahahaa...
Well, before that, what i should do right now, is to FORCE myself to study...not to slack off anymore, no time for that...!!! WISH MYSELF GOOD LUCK !
Monday
Exam is drawing near, and i am still not up to it..have been slacking off for the whole weekends. Well, i did some revision, just very little....Is this what called as stressss... or just driven by my laziness, hahaha!
I have booked my ticket to Melbourne during Winter breaks, and it cost me about $179 for both ways, including Insurance and taxes if I'm not mistaken, and we might just stay over in shao hui's sister's place..or kavita's relatives place..hahahaa...
Well, before that, what i should do right now, is to FORCE myself to study...not to slack off anymore, no time for that...!!! WISH MYSELF GOOD LUCK !
Monday, May 26, 2008
Adelaide ~
26 May 2008
Monday
It have been a long time since my last blogging! I know, i have been slacking off this few days, in blogging, studying, and lots of stuffs too.. and today, I was studying for biochemistry bcoz exam is on this coming Thursday, 3 days later! Life seems so boring recently, nothing's on! This shouldnt be a uni student's life!! My friends having a totally different life as compared to me... i want to be like them!! But, never mind, "family members" are planned to celebrate Anthony's birthday on this coming Friday, well, hope we can make it~
I am conceited ! hahahaa
Monday
It have been a long time since my last blogging! I know, i have been slacking off this few days, in blogging, studying, and lots of stuffs too.. and today, I was studying for biochemistry bcoz exam is on this coming Thursday, 3 days later! Life seems so boring recently, nothing's on! This shouldnt be a uni student's life!! My friends having a totally different life as compared to me... i want to be like them!! But, never mind, "family members" are planned to celebrate Anthony's birthday on this coming Friday, well, hope we can make it~
I am conceited ! hahahaa
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Coopers~
21 May 2008
Wednesday
Today visited Coopers ( brewery company), with bunch of classmates and Robert, our lecturer...and ..i expected a free bottle of beer, but...NO! hahahaha....
Taken with bunch of Chinese classmates, angmo, walked away already..haha..
Hahaha, xiao hui and I, "hugging" the barrel, it looked so ..gorgeous....
Wednesday
Today visited Coopers ( brewery company), with bunch of classmates and Robert, our lecturer...and ..i expected a free bottle of beer, but...NO! hahahaha....
Taken with bunch of Chinese classmates, angmo, walked away already..haha..
Hahaha, xiao hui and I, "hugging" the barrel, it looked so ..gorgeous....
Monday, May 12, 2008
Worked ...and quit
12 May 2008
10.21pm
I started my new job today in a grocery shop, and it was pretty alright for me, but dad and mum asked me to quit from that job...bcoz of the very low pay! I thought they are going to pay me $6.5 per hour (well, that is considered very low), but it wasn't..It was $6.5 per DAY, and i worked for 5 hours today...ou god...like a slave, man , with this limited amount of money, and dad was saying that wasn't even enough for a lunch! Hahaha, well, they called me at night after i told them about that in the afternoon on the phone for like 5 minutes...and they sounded frustrated!!! Maybe they feel the pain ...and feel unfair for me...well....hehee...yea~ going to quit from the job..Not only that, i feel that being a cashier is really stressful because u have to be responsible for any losses....
10.21pm
I started my new job today in a grocery shop, and it was pretty alright for me, but dad and mum asked me to quit from that job...bcoz of the very low pay! I thought they are going to pay me $6.5 per hour (well, that is considered very low), but it wasn't..It was $6.5 per DAY, and i worked for 5 hours today...ou god...like a slave, man , with this limited amount of money, and dad was saying that wasn't even enough for a lunch! Hahaha, well, they called me at night after i told them about that in the afternoon on the phone for like 5 minutes...and they sounded frustrated!!! Maybe they feel the pain ...and feel unfair for me...well....hehee...yea~ going to quit from the job..Not only that, i feel that being a cashier is really stressful because u have to be responsible for any losses....
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Disappointed, indeed!!!
27 April 2008
Sunday
9.18pm
When shao hui told me about the singing competition that i have been waiting long for, i was excited,but then i was disappointed when she told me that it has already closed application... (does it sounds grammatically correct, huh!!) I was really upset, and almost CRIED...damn it....I wanted to join the competition...i just want to sing....i dont care about the result!! The singing competition is organised in Buddha Bar on this coming Friday, i wanna go and watch...but no one's interested, i know!! So,...definitely, im not going by myself...so disappointed now....in a sheer state of disappointment............
Apart from that, we, people, should not really trust or depends on the others, they are always unreliable...and i've learnt the lesson....~~~^^
Sunday
9.18pm
When shao hui told me about the singing competition that i have been waiting long for, i was excited,but then i was disappointed when she told me that it has already closed application... (does it sounds grammatically correct, huh!!) I was really upset, and almost CRIED...damn it....I wanted to join the competition...i just want to sing....i dont care about the result!! The singing competition is organised in Buddha Bar on this coming Friday, i wanna go and watch...but no one's interested, i know!! So,...definitely, im not going by myself...so disappointed now....in a sheer state of disappointment............
Apart from that, we, people, should not really trust or depends on the others, they are always unreliable...and i've learnt the lesson....~~~^^
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Trip to Handoft
23 April 2008
11.07pm
Group photo
This photo looked funny..i am the only girl..Princess and the four slaves....
See that?? Hahaha..my very first beer in my life...this would be my first and also last in my life..hahaa..It was just whiffy to me, I'm not used to it!
From left : xiao hui, cally and I
Can u see this guy with a broad smile on his face? Haha, he is my course mate, Andy
Group photo taken after the berries plucking session...haha
Can you see those hidden berries ? It was extraordinary SwEeT...
Well, during the 1st week of holiday, we decided to go to this strawberry farm to have some fun. It was fantastic, but it would be even exulting if my buddies turn up as well..
As you can see from the photo posted, the strawberries looked really good, and it was sweet, haha, at least better than the one that sells in centre market..
Not only that, i did something which i have never expected, i ordered a cup of 300ml of German Beer, goodness, i felt totally guilty after that...felt like a spoiled kidddddd..I promise, i will never ever drink alcohol anymore...to reduce my guilt~~ hahahaha
Well, several more days, school starts...gonna be bombarded with lots of work, assignment and practical, hahaha...this is life ~~
11.07pm
Group photo
This photo looked funny..i am the only girl..Princess and the four slaves....
See that?? Hahaha..my very first beer in my life...this would be my first and also last in my life..hahaa..It was just whiffy to me, I'm not used to it!
From left : xiao hui, cally and I
Can u see this guy with a broad smile on his face? Haha, he is my course mate, Andy
Group photo taken after the berries plucking session...haha
Can you see those hidden berries ? It was extraordinary SwEeT...Well, during the 1st week of holiday, we decided to go to this strawberry farm to have some fun. It was fantastic, but it would be even exulting if my buddies turn up as well..
As you can see from the photo posted, the strawberries looked really good, and it was sweet, haha, at least better than the one that sells in centre market..
Not only that, i did something which i have never expected, i ordered a cup of 300ml of German Beer, goodness, i felt totally guilty after that...felt like a spoiled kidddddd..I promise, i will never ever drink alcohol anymore...to reduce my guilt~~ hahahaha
Well, several more days, school starts...gonna be bombarded with lots of work, assignment and practical, hahaha...this is life ~~
Monday, April 14, 2008
15 April 2008 , 12.16am
It has been a long time since my last blogging, have been slacked off a bit in blogging...nothing much happen recently, so have no idea what to write here...
Well, having holidays now, really not feel like doing anything, wanna have a "real" holidays...But it is really impossible at this moment, coz i gonna sit for a final exam on 1 May 2008 (Microbiology test). Haha, really have to work hard, bcoz i have been slacking off for several days..
No mood today, and it's pretty late now...so ....post something new up next time ...
and , yea, this is the photo taken last several weeks during jesse's birthday...
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Movie ~~
20.02.2008
Wednesday
Wow, i went for a movie just now with sievun, and we watched "The Eye". Well, it was pretty scary...and i kept grasping his arm because the movie was really scary to me.., haha~
But worth it...bcoz ......hahahahahaha....
Wednesday
Wow, i went for a movie just now with sievun, and we watched "The Eye". Well, it was pretty scary...and i kept grasping his arm because the movie was really scary to me.., haha~
But worth it...bcoz ......hahahahahaha....
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Trip to China
14.02.2008
Thursday
Well, i have spent my new year in China with my lovely family for about 1 week, and yea, honestly speaking, it was really great, experienced the very cold whether ,about -2 to 5 degree Celcius, ate the local food, shopping, and went to some interesting historical places, and get to know the culture in every places that i went to..
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Does friendship last long ?
02.02.2008
Saturday
10.03pm
Friends that i have initially has disappeared out of sudden...and life has returned to it's original way, BORING..! Where are all my friends ? Have a deep understanding about the loneliness that i have never experienced b4..
Secondary friends are no more, i mean just not close anymore..sort of like an
acquaintance! University friends are not here, not even in msn...think they are busy with their own stuffs! Some other old friends that i met in tuition and primary school, left 2 guys, and they are disappeared recently, and it does change my life slightly, from happy and exciting life to a dull and boring life...where are they now ~~~~!!
Singing class is no more, wat can i do to spend my time here~~
I wanna watch movie, bt whoes gonna go with me? I wanna visit my tutor, Mr Chan, whoes going with me? I wanna go to my secondary school, i wanna hang out in city or somewhere else, and whoes gonna go with me....AND I wanna watch Enchanted ages ago but Enchanted is no more in the Cinema , yesterday was the last day... ..............
Saturday
10.03pm
Friends that i have initially has disappeared out of sudden...and life has returned to it's original way, BORING..! Where are all my friends ? Have a deep understanding about the loneliness that i have never experienced b4..
Secondary friends are no more, i mean just not close anymore..sort of like an
acquaintance! University friends are not here, not even in msn...think they are busy with their own stuffs! Some other old friends that i met in tuition and primary school, left 2 guys, and they are disappeared recently, and it does change my life slightly, from happy and exciting life to a dull and boring life...where are they now ~~~~!!
Singing class is no more, wat can i do to spend my time here~~
I wanna watch movie, bt whoes gonna go with me? I wanna visit my tutor, Mr Chan, whoes going with me? I wanna go to my secondary school, i wanna hang out in city or somewhere else, and whoes gonna go with me....AND I wanna watch Enchanted ages ago but Enchanted is no more in the Cinema , yesterday was the last day... ..............
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Moody...
28 January 2008
Monday
3.49pm
Well, i had a fight with my only brother last night just because of some small matter...and parent was entering our room and lectured us nicely, expelained and analyzed to us....But, dad whacked brother's butt using his bare hand, but sounds painful....and brother was crying..actually he cried b4 that, and i felt sorry to him although we were on a fight...But, i promise, i will try my best to avoid any fight with him next time, and learn to endure MORE...
Another problem is ...i FAILED my driving test today, feel like shoving off the invigilator with a big big car! I dont know why would i be so moody about this matter...mayb partly bcoz of my brother, and also a disturbed sleep last night..So, u see, a fight with ur lovely brother causes lots of problem....shucks!!!
Monday
3.49pm
Well, i had a fight with my only brother last night just because of some small matter...and parent was entering our room and lectured us nicely, expelained and analyzed to us....But, dad whacked brother's butt using his bare hand, but sounds painful....and brother was crying..actually he cried b4 that, and i felt sorry to him although we were on a fight...But, i promise, i will try my best to avoid any fight with him next time, and learn to endure MORE...
Another problem is ...i FAILED my driving test today, feel like shoving off the invigilator with a big big car! I dont know why would i be so moody about this matter...mayb partly bcoz of my brother, and also a disturbed sleep last night..So, u see, a fight with ur lovely brother causes lots of problem....shucks!!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Drove on the road~~
22.01.2008
Tuesday
9.30pm
Hahaha, unbelievable, i drove a car on a road this afternoon, haha, it was scary, bt exciting,hahahahaha...make me sounds like a kampung girl now...
Im a bit tired, not in the mood of posting ..so ...continue again next time...
Tuesday
9.30pm
Hahaha, unbelievable, i drove a car on a road this afternoon, haha, it was scary, bt exciting,hahahahaha...make me sounds like a kampung girl now...
Im a bit tired, not in the mood of posting ..so ...continue again next time...
Friday, January 18, 2008
Exciting Friday ...
18.1.08
Friday
10.14pm
Wow, i went to a dentist this afternoon, it really scared me a lot, and i promised that i would LOVE my teeth more~hahaha...Have to go again next week, well, depends on the appointment made later!
Friends of mine, chu wen and sievun, are going to Tarakan tomorrow! Like what i have mentioned b4, they are my only friend, haha...think i'll b bored for couple of days, gonna adapt to it! For cv and sv:
U see, u guys are so important to me, hahaha~~
Also, just got back frm singing lesson, i go for a singing lesson every friday night, it relaxes me....and teacher was saying that i sang good, not bad! hahahaa and im overjoyed! After that, sv called me, and we talked for about half and hour, wow...didnt know that we have so much to talk to..Frankly, i have never expected to be friend with sv and cv, haha, coz they are sort of TOO FAR away from me, this WAS my impression towards them in the 1st place..
Well, going to cut and straighten my hair tomorrow, hope to look nice,..plsss...hahaa
Friday
10.14pm
Wow, i went to a dentist this afternoon, it really scared me a lot, and i promised that i would LOVE my teeth more~hahaha...Have to go again next week, well, depends on the appointment made later!
Friends of mine, chu wen and sievun, are going to Tarakan tomorrow! Like what i have mentioned b4, they are my only friend, haha...think i'll b bored for couple of days, gonna adapt to it! For cv and sv:
U see, u guys are so important to me, hahaha~~
Also, just got back frm singing lesson, i go for a singing lesson every friday night, it relaxes me....and teacher was saying that i sang good, not bad! hahahaa and im overjoyed! After that, sv called me, and we talked for about half and hour, wow...didnt know that we have so much to talk to..Frankly, i have never expected to be friend with sv and cv, haha, coz they are sort of TOO FAR away from me, this WAS my impression towards them in the 1st place..
Well, going to cut and straighten my hair tomorrow, hope to look nice,..plsss...hahaa
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Head over heels..
13.1.08
11.13pm
ARRRRRRRRR....please, i dont want to fall into the abyss..either him or another him..pls, pls..let me get out of this ..
I know WE are impossble, just that i think too much, mayb im too free yah? hahaha...i think so...
Hahahaha...this is me, think a lot all time..
11.13pm
ARRRRRRRRR....please, i dont want to fall into the abyss..either him or another him..pls, pls..let me get out of this ..
I know WE are impossble, just that i think too much, mayb im too free yah? hahaha...i think so...
Hahahaha...this is me, think a lot all time..
Thursday, January 10, 2008
NeW liFe....
10.1.2008
Thursday
Wow, i went for a movie last night, with chu wen! Hahaha, it supposed to be 3 of us, bt Xi wen couldnt make it..and yea~ it ended up with 2 of us..hahaha...and we watched National Treasure, it was really a good movie! Think they are my only friends, hahaa.....Honestly speaking, my life in tawau is really bored and dull, as if i have no friends...Friends are bc with their work ..so..chu wen and xi wen has become my "closest friend", hahaha...sound pity yea~
Frankly, i have never thought of becoming friends with them..Hahaha, we met each other b4, bt we werent close tho~ We always hang out..i mean recently! Like yesterday i went out with chu wen, and this morning xi wen called me, and talked to me..i felt honoured...coz he really treated me as friend, hahahahaha~~
Thursday
Wow, i went for a movie last night, with chu wen! Hahaha, it supposed to be 3 of us, bt Xi wen couldnt make it..and yea~ it ended up with 2 of us..hahaha...and we watched National Treasure, it was really a good movie! Think they are my only friends, hahaa.....Honestly speaking, my life in tawau is really bored and dull, as if i have no friends...Friends are bc with their work ..so..chu wen and xi wen has become my "closest friend", hahaha...sound pity yea~
Frankly, i have never thought of becoming friends with them..Hahaha, we met each other b4, bt we werent close tho~ We always hang out..i mean recently! Like yesterday i went out with chu wen, and this morning xi wen called me, and talked to me..i felt honoured...coz he really treated me as friend, hahahahaha~~
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
My 19th birthday ~
Wow, it was indeed fantastic! I went to FIRE (pub) with my gang of friends ( my la la friend). Frankly, i love to hang out with them, bt not too often. It is really excited, bcoz i have the chance to experience the life that i have never experienced b4, BUT still, i have to control myself so i wont fall into the abyss...haha~
Stanley and Ah Han, treated me good, and so do i, they are my friend ! Although we arent that close initially, time can change everything...BUT, jia tsyr, dont get influence easily..
Alright, Stanley fetched me on my birthday at about 9.30pm, and we went YAM CHA, then only went to FIRE at about 11pm..It was smoky inside, everyone seemed happy and crazy, mayb this's the purpose of going to this kind of place! Well, i dont know!
Out of the blue moon, stanley asked me if i have seen PILLS (drug) b4 and offered me to touch it..well, i rejected coz i dont want to get into the jail! So, friends of Stanley put the pill into the cup, filled with alcohol and gave it to their friend...I was stunned, at the loss for words, was I watching a drama or this was real? It was indeed horrible!
I was new to those place, and i just sat still and hoped to get home as early as possible, but Stanley was having fun, how am i gonna ask his this, so i jsut forgot it! Suddenly, i saw my friend's sister, and she said her brother offered me a lift, and he's gonna fetch us at 12,30am...But, hehe, i didnt feel like going back abruptly, coz i wanna experienced it longer as i know i wouldnt want to go there anymore..haha!
Well, time passed very fast, it was 1am, and i started to get tired, and wanna get back..Still i didnt tell Stanley, bcoz i knew that he was enjoying..Fortunately, another friend of mine offered me a lift..well, frm here u can see, friends are really important..haha! He is my ex classmate..I was really touched because he came to FIRE , fetched me home, and went back to city again...i felt fidgeted initially bt he said it was alright since he was bored to tears! But still, i was touched, and thx~
Finally, i reached home, at 2am in the morning,..I was thinking, wat if he didnt offer me a lift, and what time could i reach home....haha...Well, that was what i did during my birthday...and thx ..i enjoyed that ..
Stanley and Ah Han, treated me good, and so do i, they are my friend ! Although we arent that close initially, time can change everything...BUT, jia tsyr, dont get influence easily..
Alright, Stanley fetched me on my birthday at about 9.30pm, and we went YAM CHA, then only went to FIRE at about 11pm..It was smoky inside, everyone seemed happy and crazy, mayb this's the purpose of going to this kind of place! Well, i dont know!
Out of the blue moon, stanley asked me if i have seen PILLS (drug) b4 and offered me to touch it..well, i rejected coz i dont want to get into the jail! So, friends of Stanley put the pill into the cup, filled with alcohol and gave it to their friend...I was stunned, at the loss for words, was I watching a drama or this was real? It was indeed horrible!
I was new to those place, and i just sat still and hoped to get home as early as possible, but Stanley was having fun, how am i gonna ask his this, so i jsut forgot it! Suddenly, i saw my friend's sister, and she said her brother offered me a lift, and he's gonna fetch us at 12,30am...But, hehe, i didnt feel like going back abruptly, coz i wanna experienced it longer as i know i wouldnt want to go there anymore..haha!
Well, time passed very fast, it was 1am, and i started to get tired, and wanna get back..Still i didnt tell Stanley, bcoz i knew that he was enjoying..Fortunately, another friend of mine offered me a lift..well, frm here u can see, friends are really important..haha! He is my ex classmate..I was really touched because he came to FIRE , fetched me home, and went back to city again...i felt fidgeted initially bt he said it was alright since he was bored to tears! But still, i was touched, and thx~
Finally, i reached home, at 2am in the morning,..I was thinking, wat if he didnt offer me a lift, and what time could i reach home....haha...Well, that was what i did during my birthday...and thx ..i enjoyed that ..
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