Friday, June 27, 2008

A shortcoming of my personality..

27 June 2008
6.01pm

I have a secret with me and it has been with me for several months without "explosion" yet, and until recently, I find that I can't suppress it anymore because someone has brought it up to me again. Always, people says that it might be good to sing it out, but I can't! Worry that things will change dramatically after that..Well, i might feel better after saying, but I can't imagine the aftermath of this.

Maybe something is wrong with me, and I do not realize? I always think about it, maybe I am...But what about "them" ? Vividly, i remembered what my dad had told me, try not to be care about how the others treat u, but always be nice to the others, be forgiven..Seriously, i tried, but ..It just not work properly on me.

No point to say it out, believe there will not be any improvements...Maybe what I can do is to improve myself (like what dad had told me)rather to improve the others.....

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