Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Turbulent period, i feel like giving up~~

oh ya, b4 i start blogging, can any1 tell me how to edit my previous blog, there is plenty typing error n some careles mistakes...thx!

Like what is stated in my title, i feel like giving up. I have never felt this "down" for so many years, this time, i am really sad and dissapointed, maybe i am not the "study"type people. Jac, i know u have told me b4 that u and jowy admired me of something...u said i am the type of person who wouldnt give up easily, and i have strong determination also, although there is difficulty, i would always try to get it over, never give up...But y am i always having difficulties, especially after coming to Adelaide? It is really hard for me to catch up everything, there are lots of thing to understand...Ok, maybe i should put more effort in this part, well, mevermind, i admit this ! People always say that u might success if u r struggling hard or work hard, but this is nevr happen to me. It is so unfair, no matter how hard am i struggling or trying, i am still lose to the other who dont really put much effort or get a very usatisfied result. Why? Why !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, i got my food science's assignment result back. Well, i have never expected what would i get, but, when i looked at my result, i was so surprised, not that i got a flying result, but a very very very poor result, the poorest result that i have never had b4 in my life!! I am really sad, n i dont feel like telling anyone, just dont feel like talking about it, that's y i am writting it down in my blog. I dont know, maybe it is because of my self esteem. Nowadays, i start to realize that i have no confident in doing everything, i mean in studying. People around me really do better than me, but , let'stalk about the assignment, we do the assignment together, find information together in the library, discuss together also, but , but why am i getting such a low mark....even my housemate, who burn the midnight oil, did much more better than me....Trust me, they wont get worst than me...sucks la...Why...can i know why !!! Im having exam in this coming Thursday, whatever, i wont get a good result,....

3 comments:

Unknown said...

girl, dun give up la. dun just let one assignment cause you so much misery. i know you have been trying your best the whole semester & i also feel sad for you that things did not turn out right the way you wanted. Maybe it is just the beginning, i believe things will pick up along the way. Consistency is the key. Happens to me too & i blame it on being a late bloomer. hehe.. Dun be too sad ok? shaohui.. :)

CP said...

Think positive.Maybe u had a wrong method of study.Sit down with clear conscious and try to work up new method of understanding ur lesson. Don't compare with ur frens and understand urself and ur ability. Work at it and soon u may on par or even better. Never give up.

CP said...

Think positive.Maybe u had a wrong method of study.Sit down with clear conscious and try to work up new method of understanding ur lesson. Don't compare with ur frens and understand urself and ur ability. Work at it and soon u may on par or even better. Never give up.